That time of the year is coming around. It happened between October and November. It's not 100% clear in my memory exactly which month - but my soul can feel it. The negative energy that suddenly comes into my thoughts.

The depression that comes back to haunt me like clock work each year. I can be reduced to tears by teen rom-com musicals (just watched High School Musical and almost bawled my eyes out!).
It's tough.

When it comes to this time of the year - I can almost hear a distant bell tolling for me - a sign to pull me back into despair. The sadness overwhelms me and I try to hide it - but it's there none the less.

I know it's a phase - it's still hard though.

I try to remember the divine words "My child, this too shall pass"...Strength.